growing up scares me!

So my oldest is turning 13 in a few months and as I am a stickler for rules, I have not yet allowed her to have a Facebook page. She has instagram but only people she has met in person (ie: school friends) or family. I find that these last remaining...

memories, or my life as i know it.

So I have mentioned briefly that I have no memories of my life before age 14. This is a guess, as I have trouble determining how old I am in my memories I do have. I assume 14 because I think that's how old I was in my clearest memory.  My clearest...

details details......

So I have posted twice but I realised I have given only a tiny tidbit of who I am. I figure I should probably amend this. I am a 31 year old female. I have multiple medical issues, I have Ehlors danlows type 3, vestibular migraines, scoliosis, and...

a failure..or..not a failure that is my question

I feel like a failure as a person , as a human and most importantly as a woman. I am supposed to be a pretty ( ok maybe I'm not SUPPOSED to be pretty but I would like to be), able bodied , able minded, wife and mother and homemaker. I am not. I am fat...